Stuff of the week: 15-21/11/2010

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Anime - In the order of how much I enjoyed them

1.Kuragehime 5: It was great.

2.Arakawa under the bridge ^2 7: Kamenashi Kamenashi Kamenashi Kamenashi ~ I wrote the other post before watching the rest of the episode so I didn’t know they all became crazy and made a Kamenashi religion =)) Oh god someone please show Kamenashi this episode and ask how he feels/thinks xDDD

3.Tantei Opera Milky Holmes 7: Henrietta is hot, Cordelia went berserk from lack of light and Nero is just getting cuter ~ This episode is pure chaotic and that is why it’s so awesome xD I’m so glad I picked Milky Holmes xD Also this is first time I can see the detective girls as 16 years-old, they all looked like they’re elementary students in previous episodes, or maybe it’s me who has problem with details and memory….

4.MM! 8: One of the better episodes MM!, I laughed at how Tarou changed from a M -> lolicon -> super pervert -> gay for Tatsukichi -> M. The comedy was really great xD And Yuuno is just so cute ~ I’m hoping for a Tarou x Yuuno ending /o/

5.Heartcatch Precure 39: Almost felt like a filler episode. Erika is always fun to watch but I’m sure I’d get mad often if I was Coffret xD Like how those creatures on the enemy’s side treat their wounds, pour sand back then use a tape and you’re all set =))

=6.The world God only knows 7: It’s still entertaining to watch but Kanon is so boring. Seriously, she is why Keima should continue to think real idols are horrible.

=7.Otome Youkai Zakuro 7: This one is kind of… silly? It’s really cheesy and geez Kei’s reason of fearing Youkai is pretty stupid -_- Also seeing Zakuro constantly bullys Kei while he is always nice is not fun :\

=8.Shinryaku! Ika Musume 7: It’s funny and worth watching but not memorable at all >_>

9.Shiki 16: At this point I only want the remaining main characters to become Shikis and live happily ever after….

10.Star Driver 8: Oh god Sugata is becoming so boring, just what I feared most. This is so cliche, can’t they do something about it? I haven’t lost hope yet though, please don’t disappoint me :’( I really like Sakana-chan x Head couple but they “broke up” in this episode -_- Bring her back, I don’t want this to be the last time I see them together :x

11.Katanagatari 11: Not really this week but ~ Anw this series really requires you to like the main characters huh? I mean I don’t even really care about what is going to happen anymore, I just hope one of them or maybe both die in a tragedy manner for something amusing. Both of them are just so freaking boring. I’m so so so glad next episode will be the last one, gotta say a-12-episodes series aired in a full year is a nice plan.

Manga – No particular order

-One Piece: wth with that Chopperman one shot???

-Katekyo Hitman Reborn 315: Hey it’s nice to know that even though Tsuna is such a…urgh there is no word to describe him, anyway it’s funny to see him peeking at Kyoko’s panty lol And wow Gokudera is a real stalker huh? I hope Shitt P win, such a shitty name geez.

-Saki 56-73: The manga is so slow I can’t see them making a second season!!!!!! ;A; Yuuki has improved a lot but she still can’t keep her cool, I hope she will finish the first round alright. The only thing I don’t like is how Hisa seems to be the ultimate Alpha (or is it Beta?) that can get any girls she wants. Stick with Mako and leave my other couples alone :-w

-B gata H kei 142-154: My favourite comedy manga ~~Kanejou is so inexperienced she acts like Yamada sometimes =)) Hang in there Takeshita, things will go crazy if you’re not there xDD

-Aoi Hana 36: It’s not this week buuuuuuuttttttttt ~~ Fumi and Ah-chan’s relationship doesn’t really make sense to me >_> I guess it’s nice that they kissed?

-Kintoki One shot: The plot and pacing is alright but it really lacked some energy.

-Moon Walker One shot: It’s HORRIBLE! I’m surprised a professional mangaka can write something this bad. Except for the art everything screams amateur and self-serving. It’s like Konomo Takeshi drew this to satisfy himself and lure in some fujoshis who only cares about bishounen along the way.

Other

-Scamp‘s Arakawa posts are getting less and less fun to read. Is it because he is losing interest in that show?

-Psgels posted about his 5 year anniversary, my favorite part in that post is “amusing search terms”, they are really amusing lol. Psgels watches too many anime and writes too many posts that I have to wonder what the heck does he do?? It’s amazing how he has been writing so consistently for 5 years. Sometimes I feel like he misses important side details in anime because he watches too many and he can be pretty judgmental but reading his posts is nice, I always check out his blog after finishing episodes of series that he covers.

-Recently I also like to read Sergio’s blog, he reminds me of Aki when I first knew Aki but they went on different routes. The way Sergio is so focused on moe and fanservice is fun but it’s a little too one-sided, he can also be kind of extreme when it comes to elitists. Even though he is a neet he learns many languages, I wonder why?

-4saken “came back after hiatus” lol, I hope he doesn’t go on another hiatus again xD I like your posts so write more often ^-^

-There are a few artists I watch in DevianArt that like China, objectively speaking, I also think their culture is really interesting. But I’m a Vietnamese, my history and everything I know about China makes me hate that country. I don’t hate a Chinese person just because he/she happens to be a Chinese but I hate China as a whole.

-Now that I’m home again, I finally remembered that one of the reason I wanted to study abroad was because I don’t want to live in the same house with my younger brother. He really gets on my nerves.

-This week was a bad one, I’m so depressed and empty I didn’t know what to do. I even get sick today, actually I’m not tired to the point of calling it sick but I’m worried that it may get worse tomorrow -_- I’m definitely going out to watch some movies next week.

Behavior and Cirumstance

When I hang out with gamevn/sickos members I’ll automatically turn into a tsundere without the dere, when I visit sickos I’ll automatically turn into a bitch. This is really troublesome.

-Tsundere: I used to act like one, and even though I’m not like that anymore, I’ll revert back to it when I hang around with my old friends because that is how they know and expect of me. But when there are new members around, I’ll also lump them together and expect them to understand the way I act, which is not true and may make them annoyed. And I just, don’t like that anymore. The easiest way to solve this problem is wearing something more mature and feminine, because I act based on what I wear most of the time.

maybe something like this? – image@eshuu

-Bitch: Sickos is harsh, members there are troll, elitist, zealot, outcast, extremist,  so I also act like a bitch and can be really mean when it’s not necessary. The more normal members have great temperance compared to mine lol. Solution: none. They won’t change, so I won’t change. But I can find another playground where people aren’t that annoying.

21-October-2010

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I went to see Summer Wars at Platinum Cinema today with some friends. It was in the International Film Festival so the visual, audio and subbing quality isn’t really good. Actually the subbing quality is so fcking horrible, they should fire the translator -_- It’s still pretty fun though, the atmosphere at the cinema is really the best one for watching movies. On the row right before us, there were 4-5 fangirls, they went “KYAAAAA” every time King Kazma made an appearance. It surprised me at first, like “omg they actually FANGIRLING in the CINEMA???”, but it was really funny, my friends and I wanted to burst out laughing whenever they did that. One of my acquaintances even joined in to mock them. I myself wanted to do/say something to, not screaming like those fangirls but a little pose or a small “yeah~~~” because goddamn it King Kazma is just too cute >_< I couldn’t do anything though, since all of my friends are fanboys :’( At the end, half of the cinema clapped their hands when Natsuki kissed Kenji, I wanted to clap my hands so badly as well but fck all of my friends just didn’t care, I couldn’t bring myself to do that in front of them, especially when one of them fell asleep when he watched “The girl who leap through time”. It’s still fun though, if only they would show anime regularly D:

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Oniichan control chapter 8: Goushi’s sketch book has nothing but his drawings of Noa. That is really sweet.

Everyone loves manga

Since OreImo started airing, there have been a lot of posts about how people can relate to Kirino’s feelings,circumstance and how similar her situation to theirs. Which are impossible for me to relate to. Because since I started reading manga/watching anime I’ve never met anyone who seriously looked down on them or laughed at me for loving these things. I suppose I’m just lucky but my road to anime/manga has always been smooth.

Anyway since some people wrote about their fan-life, I feel the urge to write about them too /o/ I’ll start with Middle School since well, elementary kids love cartoon and picture books in general.

Middle School:

I transferred in 8th grade so there were 2 phases here.
-6-7th grade: There were at least 6 kids with manga-style drawings including me. Almost everyone read manga, some went to the manga store on a daily basic to rent them (not me though, I’m cheap and I prefer to own the thing), some bought manga weekly, some discussed Pokemon everyday since Pokemon was airing at that time, there was this boy who was really good at drawing Pokemon, and there was this girl who was scolded because she kept drawing in the middle of class. Basically it’s a heaven for manga fans. When my teacher told us to write a short paragraph to practice grammar, I even wrote something that looked like it was taken out of a manga.

We went to school in the morning, stayed there all day and came home in the afternoon. All students must take a nap in the mid-noon so they wouldn’t feel sleepy in the afternoon when they self-study or go to class. Apart form the classroom, each class had 2 rooms -one for boys, one for girls- with beds and small tables to rest and self-study. There were people get caught every week (or even day I’m not sure) for reading teen magazines and manga in napping/self-study time. There were always some manga in teachers’ desks, I think my school’s always-closed-library was full of confiscated manga/magazines/books.

Needless to say I was full of manga-related activities all the time, and some of my friends were just as enthusiastic as me.

Lol moment: My friend and I tried to design our own characters based on Magic Knight Rayearth. I was so jealous of her drawing that I cried and she cried while trying to comfort me. We stood in front of the school yard crying where people were passing by to go home.

-8-9th grade: There were less manga fans in this class than my previous class but some of them were more hardcore fans. I started to join a forum, making friends online and went to small conventions organized by fans because of a friend. She and I also made some manga drawing project but it never went anywhere. I suppose it was because we spent too much time dreaming about a harem full of cool and hot bishounen. She also told me more about anime, but I was more interested in manga and she was more interested in dreaming about bishounen so we didn’t really watch them together. One noticeable change for me was I went from “I don’t want anything to do with shounen-ai/yaoi” to “I still don’t like them but I don’t hate them”. I played my first eroge at this time, I didn’t know what it was when I bought it, I only saw a pretty cover and liked that anime-style.

It was also the first and last time I made a family online with other fellow fans, a huge one at that, from great grandchild to great grandfather/mother. This was also one of the better time for Vietnamese manga, they published 2-3 different magazines and some groups, artists were pretty well-known. One of my fellow classmate/fan’s sister was in a big group so she told me a little bit of this and that about that group’s drama when I asked.

Lol moment: My online younger brother (who was actually one year older than me) said he would find my ideal boyfriend for me if I told him.
-Me: It’s impossible. He is just a fantasy.
-Him: Just say it, I can find him.
-Me: He has strange hair and eyes color. There is no way you can find someone like that.
-Him: Then he is just a foreigner.
-Me: Not really a foreigner.
-Him: Geez just tell me.
-Me: Umm… well… he is 1m80 tall, has long light-yellow hair and silver eyes.
-Him: Well he can use contact lenses and a wig.

That doesn’t count! -A-”

High School:

There was less fans here than before. Though it’s more like I moved from one kind of group to another. Some of my classmates did read manga but they were like newbie/casual readers compared to me, they also liked the manga that I hated so I didn’t really talk with them. There were some fans in my neighbor class but I didn’t bother with them either.

I introduced yaoi to a friend, she then told her closest friend about yaoi, they then became hardcore yaoi fans together. They were NOT manga or anime fans, they were just yaoi fans. They literally saw yaoi everywhere, from classmates, friends, lovers, cram school teachers, favourite bands (Linkin Park), movies to completely strangers. I don’t think I’ll ever understand how their brains work.

Since there was no fans for me to interact with in real life, I came to the internet. I didn’t like that old forum that much so I searched for new ones and found a bunch of interesting fan boys, then through one way or another, I became friends with some of them and lot of dramas ensued. Anyway from that point on, I only made online friends and I’ve met most of them in real life.

I also  started watching anime seriously and had fun with fandom activities.

Lol moment: Took a few months to finish telling my yaoi friend the whole story of Angel Sanctuary with the break time in class. I almost did the same thing with her closest friend, but we didn’t meet each other much so it was better for her to read the manga.

Family:

My dad was away most of the time so only mom and my younger brother count.

-Younger brother: He is a casual reader, if I buy manga he will read them but that is it. His interest is something else.

-Mom: Her view on manga changed as I grew up. She is pretty open-minded and supportive. She used to forbid manga and even teared some of my manga when I was in middle school because she wanted me to concentrate on studying but she is cool with it now.

Moment 1: I was in high school, my mom told me she wanted to talk about something, we sit seriously in the living room, then she asked about my porn (hentai)  in my computer. She refused to say who used my computer and told her about that, I thought knowing who that person was may make things really awkward so I didn’t try to find out. I told her I was old enough to know what I was watching, and I just watched that stuffs because I want to know things. After that I processed to tell her about Japanese manga/anime industry, how a-m isn’t just stuff for kids, how they are serious business and for adults. We talked and the conversation ended with my mom telling me “Don’t let your younger brother know about your porn”.

Moment 2: My mom’s co-worker/good friend has a son who loves drawing manga, he is in college but he doesn’t care about studying and spends most of his time drawing. His dad (my mom’s friend) has an acquaintance and she offered him a job which was drawing picture books for her. After telling me that, my mom asked: “Since you like drawing so much, do you want to draw manga like him?”. I was really surprised, I didn’t expect her to ask me something like that at all. After a moment I explained to her that the kind of manga I want to draw isn’t what they want. That was last month.

Me:

I hate anyone who badmouth stuffs I like. I’ll use HunterxHunter key chain, Honey&Clover ringtone, post Angel Sanctuary stickers all over my pen when I want. Anyone who have problems with that can go to hell for all I care. I’m used to being an outsider for various reasons so being isolated because of my hobby wouldn’t bother me one bit.

The branches of my anime/manga fandom

Taken from animeyume with small adjustment, I like writing up list like this.

Didn’t know what to put so I chose a fanart of my favourite character from my favourite artist – Banpai Akira

Larger branches

-Fan art: I like fan art, I used to draw tons of fan art. As I drew less, my love for fan art decreased. For now I guess it’s about 4. When I can get back to drawing regularly, it’ll be a solid 5.

-Fan fiction: Don’t like, don’t read, don’t write. Some short sarcasm/parody once in a while is fine though. 1

-Blogging/running a website: The first time I made a blog was back in 2006, I wanted an online diary and it has always been that way. I blog about anime/manga because I like them, not because I wanted to have a anime/manga blog. So I guess it’s a 3,5.

-Games: I love playing games. More often than not they took away my time to draw/watch anime/read manga. I’m just a casual gamer, I know little about games, doesn’t stop me from being a big games fan though. 5

-Anime music: Basically I’m tone deaf, I like catchy songs and whatever sounds nice. I like music in general and anime music is a part of it, it’s like how anime blogging to blogging. Another 3,5.

-Buying/Collecting: I used to buy manga every week, I used to buy posters and putting them all over my room, I used to go to every stores I know to buy art books, postcards, key chains, etc. It used to be a big 5. Now I don’t believe in the translation quality of manga in my country, my room is a big mess, the stores are full of those young fans that I don’t like, and I’m skeptical about those merchandises quality. I still buy figma and manga once in a while though. And I’d really want to buy art books again. For now it’s 3.

-Anime Conventions: For one thing, it’s too crowded, I feel like I’m on a bus at rush hours most of the time, they should try to rent a bigger place. For the other thing, I don’t have anyone to hang out with, and it’s impossible to have fun alone when it’s hard to move around with crazy fangirls screaming everywhere. Another of “it used to be” but a lot less dramatic than buying/collecting. 2

-Japanese language: I’ve failed to learn Japanese countless times since I first started to try in high school because I’ve been  an emo from the end of middle school until like, the middle of this year. I’m free from that curse now though, and totally ready to give it another go. While Japanese culture is interesting, I don’t want to know more about it since if I know, I’ll probably use it in my fiction/manga and the world doesn’t need another Japanese setting. 4,5

-Self-made manga/fiction: I’ve been doing this from elementary school, I’ve never finished one and can’t even make a story at my current state but I will definitely do it, it’s a part of my life. 5

-Visual novel: It’s different to normal games I play so I put it in another branch. One of the biggest thing I want to get into so much but couldn’t because I failed to learn Japanese. I don’t know why but visual novel is just so fucking attractive, I even follow some eroge bloggers just to read their blabbing about delicious bishoujos and wacky story. 4,5

Smaller branches

-AMVs: It’s fun to watch once in a while but I don’t really care. 1,5

-Doujinshi: I only read hentai doujinshi. And some doujinshi I randomly feel like reading which is pretty rare. I did draw some doujinshi back in middle/high school though. 2

-Fansubbing: Don’t know anything about fansubbers, and don’t have motivation to know more. 1

-Cosplay: I did it once and I want to do it more but it’s not something I can/want to do alone, so unless I have a partner nothing will be done. 3,5

-Other animation: Will watch if it’s convenient for me, otherwise pass. 1,5

-Anime/manga related contest/ranking: Saimoe for example, I followed it when I first knew about it in 2007 but it isn’t until this year that I understand, have fun reading about Saimoe and even want to write about it. Japanese Saimoe is the only one I care about though, I don’t give a damn to other silly saimoes. There are also best anime, character of the year polls on some forums, ranking for top best selling, most favourite anime/manga/character from some Japanese magazine, sources. While I don’t actively find for those, I always have fun reading/bashing when I see them. 3,5

-Fandom of specific titles: The biggest reason why my fanart and collecting came to a halt – I have no fandom. Whenever I see some nice art book, a beautiful figure, a cool DVD box set and think having something like that is great, I always stop and ask myself “Do I even like that series?”. The answer most of the time is no. Whenever I feel inspiration after seeing some pretty fan arts and open photoshop to draw something, I stare at it for a while then leave it there because I can’t think of a  character/series to draw. I want to like something, I want to get into a series like it’s serious business but I couldn’t. Hope I will be able to find it in the future.

So my top:

1. Self-made manga/fiction – Games
2. Visual novel – Japanese language
3. Fanart
4. Blogging – Anime musics – Cosplay – Contest/ranking

September 18, 2010

I’m glad I could go home today instead of spending the night at the temple >_< Today was horrible, I’m so tired -_-

Mom dragged me and my brother with her to a temple in Hai Phong, I didn’t refuse much because I didn’t have anything to do anyway, but I also didn’t expect to have a bunch of little kids on the car _ _” They were so noisy and they kept throwing out through the way. Then when we got there, there were a bunch of kids waiting for us…. At least they aren’t that noisy and annoying. Still, there isn’t anything to do there, all I did was wandering around the place when I got bored of my NDS. But there was this really nice …ugh … I don’t know what it is called but it’s like a place for having tea and conversation and something like that. There are trees around so it’s really cool, I liked sitting there but after a kid peed behind my back I didn’t feel like that anymore. And damn I nearly slept during praying time >__>;  I didn’t know it could be that sleepy! I was trying hard to not doze off, it really reminded me of my high school days. I even had to go out for a bit to feel better. Well at least I didn’t doze off, my brother did LOL, his head dropped even lower than his shoulder, I was wondering if he’d fall on the mat xDD

In the beginning mom planned to stayed there overnight to have a talk with the Buddhist priest of the temple but a kid got sick in the afternoon, so her families (because she is related to 3 families there) decided to leave in the late afternoon. Naturally, my brother and I tagged along, spending the night there wouldn’t be fun for us. Though I think the sky and weather in the evening must be really pretty.

I dozed off most of the time on the car when we left and when we returned. Waking up at 5.30 am isn’t a good thing for an owl like me -A-

Sitting there feels nice xD

Final Fantasy XIV – Open Beta

Anw he is so cute ~ <’3 (Taken from http://www.ffxivcore.com/gallery)

After sulking enough, I finally can have fun playing. But then the game failed on me -A- Fuck I can’t believe I crashed 2 times and failed 2 levequests in one session -_- I think I should take a break for now, don’t want to fail another quest and don’t have enough enthusiasm to try crafting something :\

Anyway I really like this game, my mood is horrible these days and my computer is too weak for it but I know I’ll really enjoy it once things settle. I think I’ll start at Gridania when the game is released, that city is too beautiful xD There are 3 character slots in OB so I created 3 ones and in all of them, I enjoy playing as the current one the most, Black Smith as “main” job, Lancer to roam around and probably will take up mining, leather work as well.

family

I can’t stand my dad. Now our relationship is like daughter and step-father even though he is my real father. I don’t want to go anywhere near him and just want him to leave me alone. It’s not the same kind of annoyance I had when I was in high school, it was hatred born out of fear and anger of being betrayed, forced that time. Now I dislike him like I dislike a stranger.

It’s kind of sad how time and distance can change our relationship so dramatically but I guess it’s inevitable. Telling people to do whatever he wants without giving a care about them is in his nature. I still want to sigh when I think back at this monday when my family went to the airport to welcome him home. It has been 4 years since the last time he went home and the first thing he said was complaint about how slow and silly we were.  The airport office messed up the gate number, many people made the same mistake with us and waited at the wrong gate but no, it’s our fault for being so inactive and silly. On the way home he kept talking, telling me and my younger brother to do this and that. He hardly ask us anything, he didn’t make a conversation, all he did was telling us to do what he want. Granted most it are for the sake of us, but when he doesn’t care about how we feel, what we want, they are just for his self-satisfaction.

This is why I don’t want to come back to the UK to study. I know he sacrificed a lot for me and when I think about it I’m really grateful but to get to the bottom of it, it’s impossible for me to respect and love him the way I used to when I was just a kid. With that, if I still use up every money he earns without knowing when and how I will repay them, I’ll feel really horrible. I have already felt so horrible actually.

It would be nice to have an ambition but with my current attitude I don’t think I can ever make them proud of me or give them a luxury life. I should just go with a goal of not making them worry about me.

fufu ~

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mà thôi kệ,viết bài xả chỗ khác luôn rồi
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